Wes and I have had kind of a rocky relationship since we got married 5 months ago.. fighting a lot and stuff.  I thought that he just realized too late that he wasn't ready to be married.  But then I realized that the problem has been with me all along, and not with my husband.  The week after we got married I miscarried.  I have been angry and depressed since then.  I guess I feel awful about losing our baby and haven't been letting Wes in... I feel like I let him down.  I guess I have been kinda punishing myself by not letting myself feel the love he has been trying so hard to show me.  We have decided to put having the baby on the back burner for a few months at least.... so that I can grieve and we can recover together.  I'm so glad to realize this cuz now I know I don't have to lose my husband too. 

I had this nightmare that Wes came up to me and said, "I have great news!  We are having the cesarian in 20 minutes!"  I asked Wes, "I', Pregnant??!" and he replied, "No, my other girlfriend is having my baby, I need the car keys!"  I think its obvious that I feel bad about not giving him the baby he wants and that I'm afaid of losing him.  It all makes sense now. 

I went to work today again after a four day weekend... I really missed being there.  (OMG I am so boring! )  Anyway, I'm gonna go catch up on my email. 

:)lisa i love you now and for ever
love your husbend wesley

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